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@merulox

this fucking bitch at my family doctor clinic never called me back. she called me during a work meeting and i told her to call me back in 20 min she never did. that fucking whore. after 2 months of waiting. online private clinic route it is

@merulox → @merulox

list of things i want to be able to afford asap -500$/mo of frontier model subscriptions -500$/mo of gas -500$/mo of orthodontic treatment -5k$/mo of gpu -200$/mo of supplements -100$/mo hair loss prevention -1k$/mo for tats -500$/mo for courses & skill acquisition nice car

@merulox

this fucking bitch at my family doctor clinic never called me back. she called me during a work meeting and i told her to call me back in 20 min she never did. that fucking whore. after 2 months of waiting. online private clinic route it is

@merulox → @merulox

this list sucks and there’s more if i just had 1k$/mo i could stresslessly put into AI and no job-induced time constraints istg i could make it if i just had 30k$ to buy gpu i’d never work another day in my life

@merulox

fuck this man i’ve been doing everything man d2d sales job, Foundermaxxing, investmentmaxxing, some memecoin trading, roi-optimized learning, skill acquisition only times i’m not moving forward are when i’m too slumped up to get up, when i nod off and im still broke and alone

@merulox

i come back from knocking doors and hop on the pc without wasting a breath to keep building, day after day, and here i am still in the depths of the trenches police tickets nullifying weeks of commissions, depression nullifying diet-fueled, energy-levels optimization

@merulox

asshole cops turning me genuinely sociopathic Walking a tight rope between greatness and suicidal ideation-induced sabotage. Walking a fine line between greatness and jail time from impulsivity-induced self-destructive tendencies

@merulox

limiting beliefs and subconscious fears surely keeping me stuck in place. There was no good reason not to dial more businesses this weekend… Besides the fact that my mom canceled her trip. I hate it when she is around.

@merulox

getting attention from all the wrong people istg. why are you the one texting me back? why are you the one giving me attention and the time of the day? you’re not the one i want, nor should you be trying to get closer to me

@merulox → @merulox

therapy is for losers, soon enough i swear to god the compounding will reach a qualitative transition and it will look like overnight success once i have money i won’t be depressed again once i have ai datacenters working for me i will never return to the trenches

@merulox

i come back from knocking doors and hop on the pc without wasting a breath to keep building, day after day, and here i am still in the depths of the trenches police tickets nullifying weeks of commissions, depression nullifying diet-fueled, energy-levels optimization

@merulox

asshole cops turning me genuinely sociopathic Walking a tight rope between greatness and suicidal ideation-induced sabotage. Walking a fine line between greatness and jail time from impulsivity-induced self-destructive tendencies

@merulox

limiting beliefs and subconscious fears surely keeping me stuck in place. There was no good reason not to dial more businesses this weekend… Besides the fact that my mom canceled her trip. I hate it when she is around.

@merulox

getting attention from all the wrong people istg. why are you the one texting me back? why are you the one giving me attention and the time of the day? you’re not the one i want, nor should you be trying to get closer to me

@merulox → @merulox

once i have ai systems everywhere in my environment i will never be stupid or miss out on high-leverage moves again once i have just 2k$/mo of passive income i will be able to build 16hours/day fuck this job

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